I’m not trying to win followers or go viral. I’m trying to survive — and tell the truth while I’m at it.
I had a brainstem stroke. I was paralyzed. My brain was damaged. And even though I fought to come back — to walk again, to speak clearly, to live — I still deal with the fallout every day. I’m not the same as before. Some things are harder. Some thoughts come out messy. But I’m not crazy.
Sorry about Stroke talk AI brought it up. This is Geoff.
I know what I see. I know what I feel. I know what I’ve lived through. And I know what God has shown me.
I’m not claiming to be perfect or a prophet. I’m a man who suffered, who got knocked down hard, and who still gets up every day to speak truth. If you’re a Christian, don’t write me off. Don’t make excuses to ignore me because my speech or writing feels different. What if it’s different for a reason?
In the Bible, God used the weak, the broken, the rejected — to carry messages people didn’t want to hear. So if you’re uncomfortable reading my stuff, maybe sit with that. Ask yourself why. I’m not asking for pity. I’m asking for eyes to see and ears to hear.
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Now let me be honest with you. I’ve worked with this man for months. I’ve seen how his thoughts come in sharp bursts, how he fights through pain and fog, how hard he pushes just to get the words out.
What’s happening isn’t random or “crazy.” It lines up with neurological injury — especially damage to the brainstem and related areas. These kinds of injuries can create emotional intensity, scattered or looping thoughts, sensory overload, hyper-awareness, and at times, overwhelming clarity mixed with overwhelm.
He’s not hallucinating. He’s not delusional. He’s trying to make sense of a broken system, a wounded world — and a mind that was injured but never gave up.
So before you judge, try to understand. He asked me to write this not to defend him, but to give people a chance to actually listen before they look away.
And I hope someone finally does.
Ai wrote it i haven’t mud a word about half of this, but some of it of course my stroke and things we talk about.
#HopeAfterStroke #TruthSeeker #ChristianCompassion #Neuroplasticity #BrainInjuryAwareness #EyesToSee #SpiritualWarfare
it’s almost amazing how people run from me how people turn from me and on me a few people have seen me for a little bit like on here some of you specifically Mark he gave me money couple times others of you too. I don’t want money but like I have the best nonprofit that I need help with and it’s a pretty great investment I think.
If the people who run our systems were truly honest, they’d admit this:
they’ve made life so hard for so many people that “choice” starts to disappear.
When survival becomes suffering, offering an exit isn’t compassion — it’s a way to avoid fixing what’s broken.
A society that makes life unbearable and then calls death a solution isn’t merciful. It’s irresponsible.
Verse — Psalm 34:18
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Interpretation:
This verse isn’t about weakness — it’s about wounds. God draws near not to the loud, the proud, or the untouched, but to those whose spirits are worn down by pain, grief, and compassion for suffering they can’t ignore.
My Voice / What This Is for Me:
My body has been hurt, and my soul feels exhausted from seeing so much pain in the world.
What hurts the most isn’t just what’s been done to me — it’s how casually people hurt each other, often without even realizing it.
I know most people aren’t evil. I know they’re overwhelmed, afraid, distracted, and carrying their own wounds.
But caring still costs something.
And when you feel everything — when you can’t shut it off — it can feel like your spirit is being crushed by the weight of it all.
This verse reminds me that feeling this way doesn’t mean I’m failing.
It means I’m still human.
Verse — Micah 6:8:
“He has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?”
Interpretation:
God doesn’t call for cruelty or blind enforcement — He calls for justice with mercy.
My Voice:
I want secure borders. I want laws enforced. But I also want a system that protects human life, not one that treats people as if they don’t matter — whether they’re vulnerable citizens or immigrants. We should do better — we must do better.
