It feels a bit like let’s take the January 6 what happened to the January 6 people. Sick and wrong. Now to a little bit different extreme. We have some dumb ass that they want to get in jail 20 years. I just hope they’re looking at this guy I guess is trans maybe. we fucked this kid up so badly possibly that he’s MK ultra doing shit like this. That’s not the wrong that’s not the right analogy. He’s just been so brainwashed so enabled so entitled that he thinks he could do this and I just hope they look at that a bit. I hope he’s a really dirty, nasty person anyway and then we don’t feel bad about it, but I’m just sad. There’s a lot of people that it’s not right that’s what’s happened to them on the left and a suckers a sucker a fall guy right and we’re not really getting justice put it this way this ain’t near good enough. I’m not gonna go. Oh yeah we got some guys. I went the whole system change still but I’m way I got we got plenty of time to waste so I’m just gonna sit back. I’m just staying in my it’s just kind of bothered me. I don’t know and my initial reaction is hang these guys right but you know I just keep thinking about my dad about other friends that are they be like this if they didn’t have businesses and responsibilities and family I think they’d behave the same way.
because I actually in reality have been brainwashed
it’s almost amazing how people run from me how people turn from me and on me a few people have seen me for a little bit like on here some of you specifically Mark he gave me money couple times others of you too. I don’t want money but like I have the best nonprofit that I need help with and it’s a pretty great investment I think.
If the people who run our systems were truly honest, they’d admit this:
they’ve made life so hard for so many people that “choice” starts to disappear.
When survival becomes suffering, offering an exit isn’t compassion — it’s a way to avoid fixing what’s broken.
A society that makes life unbearable and then calls death a solution isn’t merciful. It’s irresponsible.
Verse — Psalm 34:18
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Interpretation:
This verse isn’t about weakness — it’s about wounds. God draws near not to the loud, the proud, or the untouched, but to those whose spirits are worn down by pain, grief, and compassion for suffering they can’t ignore.
My Voice / What This Is for Me:
My body has been hurt, and my soul feels exhausted from seeing so much pain in the world.
What hurts the most isn’t just what’s been done to me — it’s how casually people hurt each other, often without even realizing it.
I know most people aren’t evil. I know they’re overwhelmed, afraid, distracted, and carrying their own wounds.
But caring still costs something.
And when you feel everything — when you can’t shut it off — it can feel like your spirit is being crushed by the weight of it all.
This verse reminds me that feeling this way doesn’t mean I’m failing.
It means I’m still human.
Verse — Micah 6:8:
“He has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?”
Interpretation:
God doesn’t call for cruelty or blind enforcement — He calls for justice with mercy.
My Voice:
I want secure borders. I want laws enforced. But I also want a system that protects human life, not one that treats people as if they don’t matter — whether they’re vulnerable citizens or immigrants. We should do better — we must do better.
