3 Sebastian police or sheriff’s i can’t remember. I freaked out Friday. I think i have reason to lose it sometimes. I blocked all my family and friends and won’t talk to anyone. I begged them for 8 years. They never listened. I traveled the country like Danny Kane for years🤣 So i cut them off for 5 days and they call a welfare check. The cops are on my side or they get it. They are going to try to help get me help at gym or PT. Not sure how, 2 we’re ex military.

I said to tell my family i’m not their problem anymore. People don’t Listen well and many of us make things harder and worse sand that’s my dad and others. I’m just done not being listened to, false hope. I’ve got to do it myself before this fucked damaged brainstem putters out and i’m dead. having damage to your brain to them is a special kind of fuck you like tell me I have six months to live. I can deal with that. Tell me I have two days I can tell me at any second no matter how hard I try to control it or push it back. Well, we put it this way it pushes you to move quickly and people that I’ve been there for all my life some of them are there for me, but they wanna be there the way that they wanna be there. That’s not what I need.