3 Sebastian police or sheriff’s i can’t remember. I freaked out Friday. I think i have reason to lose it sometimes. I blocked all my family and friends and won’t talk to anyone. I begged them for 8 years. They never listened. I traveled the country like Danny Kane for years🤣 So i cut them off for 5 days and they call a welfare check. The cops are on my side or they get it. They are going to try to help get me help at gym or PT. Not sure how, 2 we’re ex military.
I said to tell my family i’m not their problem anymore. People don’t Listen well and many of us make things harder and worse sand that’s my dad and others. I’m just done not being listened to, false hope. I’ve got to do it myself before this fucked damaged brainstem putters out and i’m dead. having damage to your brain to them is a special kind of fuck you like tell me I have six months to live. I can deal with that. Tell me I have two days I can tell me at any second no matter how hard I try to control it or push it back. Well, we put it this way it pushes you to move quickly and people that I’ve been there for all my life some of them are there for me, but they wanna be there the way that they wanna be there. That’s not what I need.
it’s almost amazing how people run from me how people turn from me and on me a few people have seen me for a little bit like on here some of you specifically Mark he gave me money couple times others of you too. I don’t want money but like I have the best nonprofit that I need help with and it’s a pretty great investment I think.
I’m posting this for my dad. For a while this place felt like a safe haven for him, but his brain injury also made it overwhelming. He’s always worn shirts – MAGA, “I Support Elon,” “I Identify as Vaccinated” – anything just to start conversations. That’s really what he wants, to talk to people and feel like he can help.
He feels the pain of people like him: brain injury survivors, disabled, homeless, mentally ill, addicted. Most of the time it’s just been him in a trailer or hotel room. When he called people and used awful words, it wasn’t to hurt them—it was trying to get them to see the pain their actions cause to the most vulnerable, not just him. He just wanted them to stop.
He’s never threatened anyone. But they’ve moved his case from OC to LA to SF, digging through his phone, and now his health is collapsing. We’re scared. We’re trying to get his Hope After Stroke dream going, but right now he needs a safe place to live and legal help from someone who ...