I experience all this stuff! This started me and i was a madman and why i walk and other stuff.
But to fill like you’re a time bomb you can hear the ticking. You have things that really could help. Or we have ideas that might help based on the stupid shit that they’re missing and they’re doing awesome.
the part of your brain that regulates all your basic bodily functions, including blood pressure. No matter what you do good or medication the blood pressure still gets up to 180/100 regularly and all it takes is one thing one teeny tiny microscopic clot on a capillary and your life is over or your paralyzed and can’t bother anybody. Because people are too worried about their jobs and if their kids can handle the dumbest of shit and we can argue about boys having vaginas. We can pay for millions of illegal immigrants. I don’t feel like I mean it’s always there and to watch the world these last year.
all my doctors kept telling me is you can’t have any stress if look if you’re around shit and shit people like I was in California. I just leave some of you know you missed most of my travels before I was on here, but I traveled the country started in 2018 2020 2021 is when I did the most. But I I really understood stress kills and then on top of that knowing with me doesn’t even matter if I’m great my blood pressure can still be extremely high because the center that regulates our blood pressure mine it’s half gone. Yet I can’t get one motherfucker in the medical industryto tell me what that fucking means. They guess it shit it’s disgusting. They don’t know a lot.
it’s almost amazing how people run from me how people turn from me and on me a few people have seen me for a little bit like on here some of you specifically Mark he gave me money couple times others of you too. I don’t want money but like I have the best nonprofit that I need help with and it’s a pretty great investment I think.
If the people who run our systems were truly honest, they’d admit this:
they’ve made life so hard for so many people that “choice” starts to disappear.
When survival becomes suffering, offering an exit isn’t compassion — it’s a way to avoid fixing what’s broken.
A society that makes life unbearable and then calls death a solution isn’t merciful. It’s irresponsible.
Verse — Psalm 34:18
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Interpretation:
This verse isn’t about weakness — it’s about wounds. God draws near not to the loud, the proud, or the untouched, but to those whose spirits are worn down by pain, grief, and compassion for suffering they can’t ignore.
My Voice / What This Is for Me:
My body has been hurt, and my soul feels exhausted from seeing so much pain in the world.
What hurts the most isn’t just what’s been done to me — it’s how casually people hurt each other, often without even realizing it.
I know most people aren’t evil. I know they’re overwhelmed, afraid, distracted, and carrying their own wounds.
But caring still costs something.
And when you feel everything — when you can’t shut it off — it can feel like your spirit is being crushed by the weight of it all.
This verse reminds me that feeling this way doesn’t mean I’m failing.
It means I’m still human.
Verse — Micah 6:8:
“He has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?”
Interpretation:
God doesn’t call for cruelty or blind enforcement — He calls for justice with mercy.
My Voice:
I want secure borders. I want laws enforced. But I also want a system that protects human life, not one that treats people as if they don’t matter — whether they’re vulnerable citizens or immigrants. We should do better — we must do better.
