i guess from my mouth, was in my mouth and cheek. Just posting here to get out. i think my trap is, i feel God and important things to do. Yet i’m failing, so i put pressure on myself. I know i’m sick and can’t really do much so i i’m just trying to figure out how how I can live and do what I need to do to help people. They’re also not much help left for me. My family is not rich. Also, I can’t take help from some places so I’m trying to figure it out. It just sucks hurting all the time. It gets annoying and tiring. Help me please God, i will work my butt off i know what to do. Sometimes i think maybe i can die good and make some difference, but that’s just me. I know i’m just an old broken guy in a trailer, with dreams and i feel the world the good and bad. i see how and what change is needed like others and i want to help. But we don’t always get what we want. It’s the God part, i feel like i’m failing him. So weird ssying that still.
it’s almost amazing how people run from me how people turn from me and on me a few people have seen me for a little bit like on here some of you specifically Mark he gave me money couple times others of you too. I don’t want money but like I have the best nonprofit that I need help with and it’s a pretty great investment I think.
I’m posting this for my dad. For a while this place felt like a safe haven for him, but his brain injury also made it overwhelming. He’s always worn shirts – MAGA, “I Support Elon,” “I Identify as Vaccinated” – anything just to start conversations. That’s really what he wants, to talk to people and feel like he can help.
He feels the pain of people like him: brain injury survivors, disabled, homeless, mentally ill, addicted. Most of the time it’s just been him in a trailer or hotel room. When he called people and used awful words, it wasn’t to hurt them—it was trying to get them to see the pain their actions cause to the most vulnerable, not just him. He just wanted them to stop.
He’s never threatened anyone. But they’ve moved his case from OC to LA to SF, digging through his phone, and now his health is collapsing. We’re scared. We’re trying to get his Hope After Stroke dream going, but right now he needs a safe place to live and legal help from someone who ...
