i guess from my mouth, was in my mouth and cheek. Just posting here to get out. i think my trap is, i feel God and important things to do. Yet i’m failing, so i put pressure on myself. I know i’m sick and can’t really do much so i i’m just trying to figure out how how I can live and do what I need to do to help people. They’re also not much help left for me. My family is not rich. Also, I can’t take help from some places so I’m trying to figure it out. It just sucks hurting all the time. It gets annoying and tiring. Help me please God, i will work my butt off i know what to do. Sometimes i think maybe i can die good and make some difference, but that’s just me. I know i’m just an old broken guy in a trailer, with dreams and i feel the world the good and bad. i see how and what change is needed like others and i want to help. But we don’t always get what we want. It’s the God part, i feel like i’m failing him. So weird ssying that still.
it’s almost amazing how people run from me how people turn from me and on me a few people have seen me for a little bit like on here some of you specifically Mark he gave me money couple times others of you too. I don’t want money but like I have the best nonprofit that I need help with and it’s a pretty great investment I think.
This is what I wrote in the moment. No edits, no polish — just me speaking the truth like I always have.
“We pay them to poison us.
Then we pay them to fix us.
And they profit on both ends.
Even our healing is part of their business model.
We’re waking up.”
They should actually be scared. Because with this tool — this AI — guys like me, guys who never went to college, who were told we’d never make it, we finally have a way to fight back.
People like us aren’t expendable.
We’ve kept this country alive — working the jobs nobody else wants, grinding, surviving.
And now we speak truth.
We should figure out a new system where the things that keep us alive are rewarded — and the things that kill us…
We start to excise them from our lives with impunity and expeditiously
