Why would God have something so important for me. If God thinks like me I get it or do i think like God?
Well that scared me because it doesn’t feel like most think like me.
Again I love bible verse, and i would love to talk to a different kind of pastor i think i need. Just to see if maybe could help me connect dots. the problem is from other humans on this subject. Talk means nothing to me. I need action behind the talk and it could be previous action. Something that I connect to. If you’re gonna just give me a Bible verse, you’re not gonna give me what I need or what can help me connect the dots. I appreciate it and I love messages and it’s always positive. I don’t know it’s just I keep thinking that would be an interesting conversation with the right person.
you look in the eyes of 100+ probably more people I don’t know. I wanna help all these people and I still have to get over my own fears of you know whatever but I feel stronger and even if I’m crazy and I’m speaking this truth, it’s not negative. Why should I care I shouldn’t but again the human side always screws it up. I feel like I recognize this, and it made the time after my stroke so much easier. It’s good for me to go back through these years and reflect here a little bit instead of justwell this one’s getting a little long and I’m tired.
it’s almost amazing how people run from me how people turn from me and on me a few people have seen me for a little bit like on here some of you specifically Mark he gave me money couple times others of you too. I don’t want money but like I have the best nonprofit that I need help with and it’s a pretty great investment I think.
If the people who run our systems were truly honest, they’d admit this:
they’ve made life so hard for so many people that “choice” starts to disappear.
When survival becomes suffering, offering an exit isn’t compassion — it’s a way to avoid fixing what’s broken.
A society that makes life unbearable and then calls death a solution isn’t merciful. It’s irresponsible.
Verse — Psalm 34:18
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Interpretation:
This verse isn’t about weakness — it’s about wounds. God draws near not to the loud, the proud, or the untouched, but to those whose spirits are worn down by pain, grief, and compassion for suffering they can’t ignore.
My Voice / What This Is for Me:
My body has been hurt, and my soul feels exhausted from seeing so much pain in the world.
What hurts the most isn’t just what’s been done to me — it’s how casually people hurt each other, often without even realizing it.
I know most people aren’t evil. I know they’re overwhelmed, afraid, distracted, and carrying their own wounds.
But caring still costs something.
And when you feel everything — when you can’t shut it off — it can feel like your spirit is being crushed by the weight of it all.
This verse reminds me that feeling this way doesn’t mean I’m failing.
It means I’m still human.
Verse — Micah 6:8:
“He has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?”
Interpretation:
God doesn’t call for cruelty or blind enforcement — He calls for justice with mercy.
My Voice:
I want secure borders. I want laws enforced. But I also want a system that protects human life, not one that treats people as if they don’t matter — whether they’re vulnerable citizens or immigrants. We should do better — we must do better.
