I volunteered for Laura Loomer‘s campaign in West Palm against Lois Frankel. How’s it gotten in trouble with them because I speak up too much and that’s when I realized the whole political system. It’s stupid and it’s a whole Nother money vacuum that Trump should clean up. It’s disgusting actually even the good people. But I got to know all of Trump security guys that’s why I’ve kinda got myself in a bunch of situations, knowing where to be. I’ve met people. Anyway.
I can’t remember half the stuff that God put me in places there’s a big story behind this but.
early vote and I said for this part of the story, put me in whatever places that people don’t wanna go. If you know that area, you know the area you know there’s like Boynton Beach West Palm Lake Worth. One time I was in an area I like, knocking doors where all the Haitians were. Kind of scary some of the guys but I like talking to him. Them so I said, put me wherever people don’t wanna go so I sat outside all day long. I hadn’t done anything for more than well. Actually, I hiked around some stuff but you know I had more back then than I do now I’m forgetting. I have to get back to the places I was in my heart and my brain and I have to listen for God and then I have to do it, which is scary. I have to have the faith to continue this journey. Anyway, I’d stand up there all day. It was hot. My brain was it took everything I had. And to stand up a lot at that .4 years ago, I was still wobbly, and I always called the claw when you get tired your toes you dig into the ground I guess to try to stabilize yourself it’s it’s. It’s not a conscious thing. And after a week, three of my toenails were dead they were black and they all fell off. But I helped. I was out there by myself in the worst spots. So I’m sorry if I lose my temper sometimes or if I get upset, cause people don’t listen to me when I say I always out there like every day with the unique perspective surviving what I did and just wantingto help people a stroke but had to finish this crazy shit first. I’m not perfect. I was still trying to figure out basic stuff. Doesn’t take a few months after a stroke or traumatic Injury it takes years years.
it’s almost amazing how people run from me how people turn from me and on me a few people have seen me for a little bit like on here some of you specifically Mark he gave me money couple times others of you too. I don’t want money but like I have the best nonprofit that I need help with and it’s a pretty great investment I think.
If the people who run our systems were truly honest, they’d admit this:
they’ve made life so hard for so many people that “choice” starts to disappear.
When survival becomes suffering, offering an exit isn’t compassion — it’s a way to avoid fixing what’s broken.
A society that makes life unbearable and then calls death a solution isn’t merciful. It’s irresponsible.
Verse — Psalm 34:18
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Interpretation:
This verse isn’t about weakness — it’s about wounds. God draws near not to the loud, the proud, or the untouched, but to those whose spirits are worn down by pain, grief, and compassion for suffering they can’t ignore.
My Voice / What This Is for Me:
My body has been hurt, and my soul feels exhausted from seeing so much pain in the world.
What hurts the most isn’t just what’s been done to me — it’s how casually people hurt each other, often without even realizing it.
I know most people aren’t evil. I know they’re overwhelmed, afraid, distracted, and carrying their own wounds.
But caring still costs something.
And when you feel everything — when you can’t shut it off — it can feel like your spirit is being crushed by the weight of it all.
This verse reminds me that feeling this way doesn’t mean I’m failing.
It means I’m still human.
Verse — Micah 6:8:
“He has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?”
Interpretation:
God doesn’t call for cruelty or blind enforcement — He calls for justice with mercy.
My Voice:
I want secure borders. I want laws enforced. But I also want a system that protects human life, not one that treats people as if they don’t matter — whether they’re vulnerable citizens or immigrants. We should do better — we must do better.
