i’m watching a video and it’s about the nuisance of the homeless in San Francisco. It’s so bad. They have an app that shows where poop is around town. And I was starting to feel annoyed.

then I just keep going back to what kind of society do we live in? What’s wrong with us? And I don’t care who or what you are in society. If I ever have a place where I can make a difference. I’m gonna always try to put myself in the position of the most vulnerable all the time. I do a pretty good job of it.

I start to feel sorry for myself and makes it more difficult with the memory issue with the brain thing, but still not an excuse. It just takes some repetition for me and until it eventually holds. I should be so thankful what I have for what I have instead I’m thinking about what I don’t have. It just dawns on me, but I’ll forget and I think sometimes you guys tell me this. I get irritated and I think about now I tell my son he’s learning it. Remind me that I said that I told him. You do put up some walls and you have some triggers with brain injury and I’m really protective of other people because it’s kind of brutal and hard to understand you can’t understand it unless you go through it and I don’t ever want anybody to go through it. Andsome people you know what I’m talking about.