I have seen firsthand in my past life and I think with my stroke and going through dealing with parents and people in my nonprofit for youth sports and closing that because of all that I Saul wrong. Not going forward with my nonprofit for a long time for stroke victims, because I’ve seen how many people abuse the 501 C3 nonprofit status if I had to guess 75 to 90% of these companies are completely fraudulent they just steal money. Nonprofits were made not to help people but so assholes could take advantage of it. Here’s a note, I must’ve wrote sometime a couple years ago. To remind me of a prime example of a scam feeding children in Africa starving children. Just seven dollars a month. Why the fuck are children still starving we’ve been giving billions for years.
Anybody ever wonder how come one out of five kids on the planet are starving or below basic nutrition. But if we give eleven dollars a month or seven dollars a month we’re gonna help all these kids get out of starvation. Well we’ve done that for decades, and yet the kids are still starving. Is that because we’ve made a business out of these people and these children instead of teaching them how to grow their own food on their own land start their own businesses educate them give them running water. Give them electricity. Nope give us $11.99 and will make sure they get three meals a day and we will make 5 million year to run this nonprofit. So that’s exactly what it is.
it’s almost amazing how people run from me how people turn from me and on me a few people have seen me for a little bit like on here some of you specifically Mark he gave me money couple times others of you too. I don’t want money but like I have the best nonprofit that I need help with and it’s a pretty great investment I think.
If the people who run our systems were truly honest, they’d admit this:
they’ve made life so hard for so many people that “choice” starts to disappear.
When survival becomes suffering, offering an exit isn’t compassion — it’s a way to avoid fixing what’s broken.
A society that makes life unbearable and then calls death a solution isn’t merciful. It’s irresponsible.
Verse — Psalm 34:18
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Interpretation:
This verse isn’t about weakness — it’s about wounds. God draws near not to the loud, the proud, or the untouched, but to those whose spirits are worn down by pain, grief, and compassion for suffering they can’t ignore.
My Voice / What This Is for Me:
My body has been hurt, and my soul feels exhausted from seeing so much pain in the world.
What hurts the most isn’t just what’s been done to me — it’s how casually people hurt each other, often without even realizing it.
I know most people aren’t evil. I know they’re overwhelmed, afraid, distracted, and carrying their own wounds.
But caring still costs something.
And when you feel everything — when you can’t shut it off — it can feel like your spirit is being crushed by the weight of it all.
This verse reminds me that feeling this way doesn’t mean I’m failing.
It means I’m still human.
Verse — Micah 6:8:
“He has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God?”
Interpretation:
God doesn’t call for cruelty or blind enforcement — He calls for justice with mercy.
My Voice:
I want secure borders. I want laws enforced. But I also want a system that protects human life, not one that treats people as if they don’t matter — whether they’re vulnerable citizens or immigrants. We should do better — we must do better.
